so freaking out

So yeah I should be in the bed. Once again I am not gonna wanna wake up in the morning. However, I know that are pre-app with the agency really needs to be complete so I can send it off and I really wanna get my testimony done. Well not done, but done enough that I can edit tomorrow. It is soooo stressing me out. So much rides on this. I can not explain. I may have the gift of gab, but expressing my feelings and thoughts coherently when it's late and I'm terrified that what I write will not be recieved correctly and all my dreams ride on it... yeah it's a little stressful! Ok, no it's a lotta stressful. I'm gonna have to get on hubby and make him finish his. I would say I don't know why he hasn't, but he's probably stressing a bit over it too. Not much, stressing is generally my job. But, I'm gonna have to make him write it because it's a big part of the pre-app and it won't be accepted till we get it in. So I guess I need to write it. I just feel like it's all jumbled and not making sense, but then I'm not making sense now so I guess it would stand to reason. Ugh. I'm going in circles. Maybe I should make myself go to bed and PROMISE myself that I WILL complete it tomorrow.