Waiting.. just waiting. Can't go forward yet. Not to much to do except wait. And not spend money... which is getting old because we can't do anything! Still apprehensive on whether or not they will accept us. Worried about our debt. We shall see we shall see. So it's just the waiting part.
Talked to the insurance guy today. Got ill with him bad. I started to be rude. Sometimes life just seems so unbalanced and fair. Hubby couldn't get insurance because of his weight. Lost the weight now he can't get insurance because he was denied earlier for his weight. Ugh! Then I found out (which I figured) that my disability leave will not cover an adoption. I understand I'm not sick...but I still have to take a maternity leave. I can't help I can't get pregnant. I upped it just for that reason. Why am I paying you 55 bucks a month if you won't let me use it when I need to. UGHHHH. Yeah I got snippy over it. Can't help I can't get pregnant you know... if I could... well I would already have a baby and maybe another on the way. Why is it so much harder to adopt????
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